I think it’s really hard sometimes to share insecurities and weaknesses with others and that is why I believe, that driving for work is especially difficult for me.  If I drive, others will know that I have a hard time with directions and other things related to driving a big van.  I have had to come to terms with and actually share with another person at work, these insecurities.

Don’t get me wrong, I have talked about these things with people I trust, in total confidentiality but I just haven’t shared it with people I work for or with.

In the long run I know that identifying and facing my fears associated with driving will make me a better driver and stronger person but sometimes I am not sure I want to be.  Sometimes I feel like I am ok with not being comfortable with that skill.

I just hope that things will get easier as I jump in with both feet and keep swimming.