Hurts to be me

Have you ever wanted something
so bad it hurts?
But the answer is always no,
Have you ever wanted to be somewhere
you just can’t ever seem to go?
Have you ever loved somebody
who never loves you back?
Have you ever felt such great despair?
Like you are always on the wrong track?
That’s where I am today
but it’s not where I want to be
Sometimes life hurts a lot
sometimes it hurts to be me