I am thinking about going to college but I am nervous about trying to hold down a full time job while juggling school and kids all together. I know people do it all the time but I’m not much of a student anyway so it just makes me nervous to try to juggle all these things. I have never been nor wanted to be the super mom who does everything.
So today I am to look at a college and check into financial aid with a counselor and see if maybe this is something I want to try and do. Frankly I am needing a change as far as my job/career is concerned and I need to make more money so that I can help out more with finances at home.
Here are some of the concerns and anxieties I have about school:
-I am always so tired, adding something to my schedule is going to make me even more tired and it will be hard to do everything required of me.
-I am worried that I will not be smart enough or able to study well enough to pass my classes.
-What if I can’t get financial aid, will I be able to pay for it and what if all I can get are loans and I have a hard time paying off the debt later?
-What if I can’t find a job that uses my degree when I am done?
-Can I keep up with work and still be there for my family if I am always trying to study and do well in school? Will I miss the important things that the kids have going if I take night classes?
Advantages to going to school
-I will have faced my fears and that will make me stronger and more confident.
-A possibility of a better and higher paying job
-I will learn more skills, become more marketable and feel better about myself (I guess this is basically repeating number 1 and 2 on my list.)
– It will set an example for my children to go to college and that they can achieve what they set their minds to achieving.
_it will give me a goal to work towards and a way of bettering myself