Love thy neighbor as thyself

  I haven’t always had good neighbors.  When we lived in apartments, it seemed like there was always at least one neighbor that was hard to get along with.  Some were down right vicious.  However, ten years ago, when we moved into the condos that we live in now, we had mostly great neighbors.  I … Read more…

A Day of Guilt

  I am having an emotional day.  It’s my day off and its supposed to be relaxing but for some reason I am letting guilt flood over me.  Last night in my counseling session, we talked about guilt and my counselor asked me why I put so much of it on myself about so many … Read more…

Bella Rose

There is a young woman whom I will simply refer to on here as M.  M is related to me.  She was married in the temple and had a baby girl whom she named Bella Rose.  M had a mental illness and while she was pregnant with Bella, She was off her meds and put … Read more…

Anxiety Goals

Sometimes stressful things that cause great anxiety happen to me and I can’t talk to anyone about it.  Something happened yesterday at work that was still haunting me when I got up this morning.  I wasn’t sure I would ever get the heart palpitations under control and deep breathing as my therapist suggested when I … Read more…

To go or not to go

This morning I am pondering a question that has been on my mind most of last night:  What do you do when two people pray for the same thing but get different answers? My Brother is getting married on July 5th and we were planning on attending the wedding.  However, we are having car trouble … Read more…

My Angels

From time to time in my life, God has sent Angels to comfort me and strengthen me in my toughest times.  I have never summoned for these angels myself but many times they have come when I have needed them.  Last night in the midst of of very long and lingering depression that I have … Read more…