Anxiety Girl

  Anxiety is an unpleasant state of inner turmoil, often accompanied by nervous behavior. This is what anxiety feels like to me: Yesterday: Situation: I accidentally stumble across anti-Mormon literature on the web but keep reading and going to other sites that have similar content Thoughts:  “What if the church isn’t true and I am teaching … Read more…

New changes, new insecurities

About six months ago, I started driving the van for work.  At first it was hard, especially since I have no sense of direction whatsoever.  After driving it everyday, I learned it well enough to not need my GPS but the other day I was asked to drive a new route.  Instead of driving the … Read more…

Fireside by John Bytheway

  One of the high points for me of having a son on a service mission is that we get to attend special firesides in Salt Lake for the missionaries and their parents.  The last on we attended was by Kenneth Cope.  Today we attended on by John Bytheway. At first I wasn’t going to … Read more…

Mother’s Day Angels

I just posted about my voices or demons as I have referred to them in the past, Now I wanted to talk about my angels. The thing about my mental illness is that of all the bad things that come with it, there are some good things that god has sent to help me endure … Read more…

The Visitors

I have debated for a while now whether or not to post this but I decided that even if it makes me lose friends I need to get it out: The visitors are here today and I am having a difficult time getting them to leave.  The visitors have been coming to me most of … Read more…

My weird Confessions

I have been reading a lot of “weird Confessions” from other people and decided to list a few of my own:     I hate wearing bras so much that sometimes I take it off at work and stick it in my purse.  I have only done this a couple of time and only at … Read more…

The medication Equation

A lot of people get really concerned when I say I am going off my medications.  These people obviously do not understand my medications and what they do for and to me.  Most of the people swear that I do so much better on my meds than off of them but surprisingly enough when I … Read more…