Tender mercies

Today was a super hard day.  Some things happened at work that caused a great deal of anxiety and stress inside of me.  I went to the Temple for ward temple night and I was still very anxious and worked up over the events of the day.  Someone was there that triggered more anxiety and … Read more…

Bad Day

Today was a bad day.  I didn’t really try to hard to make it better either, It was almost like I wanted to feel bad.  Even though I don’t think I did.  I didn’t do recovery spots on it until now but I was told it’s never too late to spot on a situation.  So … Read more…

Hurts to be me

Have you ever wanted something so bad it hurts? But the answer is always no, Have you ever wanted to be somewhere you just can’t ever seem to go? Have you ever loved somebody who never loves you back? Have you ever felt such great despair? Like you are always on the wrong track? That’s … Read more…

Why

Why did you stop loving me? Why do you no longer care? Why did you leave me so fast? When I need you why aren’t you there? by Kimberly

Ramblings

I think it’s really hard sometimes to share insecurities and weaknesses with others and that is why I believe, that driving for work is especially difficult for me.  If I drive, others will know that I have a hard time with directions and other things related to driving a big van.  I have had to … Read more…

Creative ideas

A Question was proposed to me today that goes like this:  Is it possible to respond creatively to life’s challenges instead of falling into depression or despair?  In answer I thought I would think of creative ways to deal with the everyday stresses and challenges that come my way: sing or listen to a favorite … Read more…

conquering my fears

I have written a lot lately about my fears and challenges at work but for some reason, I still can’t work things out within me about these challenges.  I thought it would get better because I have a driving partner now who doesn’t mind doing all the driving so for a while I just rode … Read more…

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